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gee gosh [Mar. 23rd, 2013|11:42 pm]
nthmfn
my phone stopped sending picture messages so i have no way to post recent pictures of myself. i guess i need a real camera or something. money first. job first. massage school? yeah sure, let's get on it. fake some motivation. i feel the need, but i have not the speed. i've had a problem staying completely sober and my mind being so addled and stressed has led to panic attacks. such a dramatic thing is a rare occurrence for me, and when it happens i know that i need to take a step back and get it together. motherfuckingshit. i'm kind of seeing a friend from high school, he lives in baltimore and we're taking it slow but i get attached easily of course. he's a political activist type and he has a degree and his intellect is beautiful. i've got to get on my shit so i can be happy and sustain a relationship with someone like him. it's nice so far, but very loose and new. i can't get ahead of myself because then it's just a mess. i can only be a hot mess for so long until i'm just a slop. too down on myself lately because i'm in a transition and don't know what i'm doing yet. massage school seems friendly. but i need a job. it's a trudge trying to get one without a degree. probably even with a degree. f.
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if you haven't seen this gif [Nov. 20th, 2008|05:06 pm]
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you need to

Photobucket
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(no subject) [Nov. 4th, 2008|11:21 pm]
nthmfn
OMFG FUCK YES AMERICA FUCK YES OBAMA OMG OMG I'M GLAD I GOT DRUNK TONIGHT
WATCHING MCCAIN'S CONCESSION SPEECH OMG THIS IS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE
OMFG OMFG !!!!!! FTW
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and [Sep. 1st, 2008|05:54 pm]
nthmfn
i am in fucking love with yoga it works wonders for the mind body and soul
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(no subject) [Aug. 25th, 2008|05:10 pm]
nthmfn
being john malkovich is probably the best movie i've ever seen
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(no subject) [Jun. 11th, 2008|12:50 pm]
nthmfn
I love appetizers
They are so appetizing
Want to eat them right away
They come so early hip horray
They’re better than the meal
And usually a good deal
Order me some food
With a bit of attitude
Kickers poppers super show stoppers
Usually comes with sauce
Which tells me that it’s boss
When you dip it’s oh so hip
You’ve got some ketchup on your lip
Messy like a one night stand
You can eat it with you hand
Sans fork just fingers
Feel that crispy deep fried joy
Or dip your egg roll in some soy
Sauce
Oh yeah
Preamble to the constitution
Of the fancy night out with your family
Or friends
Or yourself
If you really like appetizers
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2008|08:12 pm]
nthmfn
meow meow meow meow meow meowwww
i love my friends
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(no subject) [Mar. 28th, 2008|12:38 am]
nthmfn
mmm. i wrote a play and now i feel better.
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oh man [Mar. 26th, 2008|09:25 pm]
nthmfn
Photobucket


i just want to get lost in this right now
:-/
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(no subject) [Feb. 3rd, 2008|10:55 pm]
nthmfn
aaaaah being in new york for the super bowl this year is AWESOME
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